Monday....

This weekend was fun- I had good times. Friday was a fun night out with Cory, Jazz, Tanya and Cassie. Beer (champagne) Gardens are always fun :) Cory and I at first felt old walking through there...lots of teenagers hanging out at the street fair (not the beer garden of course). I told him I felt extra old because that used to be me...very odd to be in the same area you grew up in and see that. But very fun that there is a tradition that we like to keep and go to these things. Jazz and I were saying when we were younger, we would stand outside of the beer gardens and all the old people we knew would be having so much fun inside. Now, we're the old people having fun.
Saturday I was a little tired....staying out til 11:30 really wipes a girl out. HAHA! Anyway, we had swim class which is always a good time, and then my mom and I took Addie to the street fair. We walked around, bought some things, ate some ice cream. It was hot, but it was fun. Oh, and to add to the old part from the night before....I went to one booth to buy a bottled water where the money went to charity and these two girls who thought they were so cool/hot (ha, didn't even mean to do that, but it works...), one was talking on the phone and she's like I saw so and so and so and so and he said.... I'm like....damn, I know those guys she's talking about. WEIRD. I've hung out with them, drank with them, and their older brothers. And I'm like I am so out of the loop..I am married and I have a kid...and who are these girls...? I'm definitely not one of them. So weird.
So, today I have all this anxiety and I couldn't figure out why. That's one crazy thing that I have figured out about myself..if I am feeling anxiety about something and I'm not sure why, I just have to think about it and once I pinpoint what is bothering me, it doesn't bother me as much. It's like that underlying terrible feeling isn't so terrible when it's no longer underlying. I think mine was going to the dentist today. I have come to hate those big needles in my mouth. I have had more fillings in the past couple months...ugh. I tell Cory it's because when I was pregnant the baby took all the stuff needed to make my teeth be okay. I read something along those lines a few times before, about getting all your teeth checked before you get prego because you are more likely to get gum disease or gingivitis or whatever. So anyway, that's why I think my teeth needed all these fillings...I mean who would get that many in a year or two since the last checkups? No way. But my anxiety was over for the most part when I was done with my appointment....until they told me on my way out that I have to come back one more time. Oh no.