Monday, September 10, 2007
Hmm prego thoughts
No, I am not pregnant. I was a few months ago dying to be, then I was over it once again. A time here and there I thought I might be, then happy I wasn't, then sad I wasn't. More recently I've had major thoughts about how much I absolutely love AM and don't necessarily want to share that love, attention, or ability to spoil...even though everyone tells me it is possible to do with two (or even three). I know this is true and I know I will have another, whenever it happens. I got some very exciting news...my sis in law, who I knew to be expecting, though not everyone in the fam knows yet, is having twins! So I am so happy and excited for them! I wake up in the middle of the night, I think about them and am so happy for them. And then I talk to her this morning...she is obviously still in some shock...twins don't even run in their families, but she said she is going to go through a state of depression, she is scared, and not happy. I was then in a little shock....here I was so excited about it, and yes, I must say I would be very scared...but sad? I told her it will pass, I know it is just the shock. I just hope she will feel better about it and realize it's a joy! Scary...but still a joy! And they need bigger cars :)
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I can see where it would be hard... you prepare yourself for one baby... you have this picture perfect idea of it in your head... then, poof, it is gone!
I felt the same way you did about having a second. I didn't want Livi to have to share us. But, she does and she loves it! Savannah was the most sad to see Livi go to school today and the happiest to see her come home. It is so great to see them love each other.
There's always enough love to go around! My great-grandma loved all of her 14 children...and that's true, she had 14 children.
I agree completely...there is no question of a second child, just crazy thoughts of missing what you now have with your 1st. You'll never have the same feelings again, which is ok, just weird. I will love everything about a 2nd, it will just be different.
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