Unmotivated blogger

So I have been, it's terrible. It started I was blogging in my head, then I forgot that I wasn't actually ever blogging anymore and then I just got unmotivated and I swear half the time I want to blog it's to complain or vent or whatever. Who wants to read that? And when I actually get a chance to get on the computer, I do one or two things I need to before 1-the kids wake up 2-the kids (TC) cry 3-the kids (AM) say mamamamamamamamamamama, turn the puter off. So, here I am, finally. I have been on the computer long enough to do the couple things I needed and AM and TC are fully entertaining (minus a few mamas so far..) themselves with toys and books on the floor next to me. I thought I would blog.

Life has been crazy lately. C has been working nights and we have been trying to adjust to this new schedule. It has AM climbing in bed with us a lot, her light needing to stay on, me needing to stay with her until she falls asleep in her bed. We have been through 3 weeks of sickness, and we are having a flare up of runny noses and unfortunately it has finally caught up with me and I have a very sore throat and a bad headache today. But as far as life goes, we must still clean, do laundry, grocery shop, entertain and wake up when little ones do not want to sleep.

I have been working out on the elliptical still, but my results have decreased. I have lost a total of 9.5 pounds, but that leaves me behind schedule by a half pound I think. I should bust @$$ and stop eating, but once again, I am feeling unmotivated. I have come to the realization that I desperately need a tummy tuck, but $8000 isn't in my budget! It wouldn't cure my problems, but it would help my post (2) pregnancy (csection) stomach, lose however much weight they could take, and make me probably feel 100 times better about myself! I'll have to keep dreaming for now....

There are some days I get mad at my husband, but I am so happy I have him and he is my best friend in the whole world. God I love him. He is the only one that I do not feel judged by nor do I feel that...well I don't know how to put it. I guess he just understands what is important to me, our family, our kids, etc.

We've been trying to get our house all touched up to put on the market soon. It's actually coming along nicely. We have some little things left, but our list is getting items crossed off. We have been looking at houses online and finding a few here and there. We've gone to look at a couple but nothing really meeting our fancy yet. We've looked north, we've looked south. We're keeping open minds about a location.

AM was accepted into Our Lady of Guadalupe preschool for fall, which we are very excited about. We'll have to figure out what to do if we move, maybe I'll make the drive a couple days a week...? It's a great school and we think we'll all like it.

My little man is getting big, 9 months old, almost crawling. I cannot believe before I know it, he will be 1! Time sure flies.

Oh, and San Francisco was so fun for C and I! We had a great trip!

Hope all is well with you- til next time!