better

Okay so I'm feeling better for the time being. I got my stint out-for those who don't know what that is- gross. It's a flexible curlycue thing that goes from your kidney and through the tube to your bladder. Sooo uncomfortable-painful-annoying. So I got the one out..I will not go into details about them taking it out. Yuck. I will be going in for another kidney stone laser zapping (not proper medical terms) on Thurs. And unfortunately another stint-which I will in turn have to go back in for removal. Mind you, removal is just in the office while you are awake, laying there. Very unlike when you are under antisthesia to get it in-and laser zapping. Anyway, the nice weather for a couple days has made me happier. I even enjoyed the thunder storm we just had.
I have however had crazy dreams which turn to thoughts all day of the past. Do you ever think of exes or past crushes, flames from high school or college? Wow, my dreams have been crazy. I of course do not divulge this info to my husband-don't think he'd enjoy or be interested. Anyway, it's just kind of crazy. Then today C and I take the kids to the beach by his grandparents, which they have always called 'The Cove', and we've been together for over 8 yrs, and for some reason I have never gone to this specific area. Today I wander from the regular spot where you enter and realize it's where I went to a bonfire with my HS bf the night after graduation. It brings back memories. So weird, especially after all these dreams or whatever.
Another thing- I was looking at an old friend's facebook profile and it makes me mad/sad/jealous..not sure. I miss her, I wonder how life just goes on and you are replacable..but I wouldn't trade my kids for anything in the world! And who knows where life will take you, but I am happy with mine. I guess I just wonder how things change so fast. And life takes you in different directions. I suppose you just miss somethings and others miss out on different things.
TC is almost one. I cannot believe it! It's so fun seeing how different he is than AM. He is his own little manperson. So cute, fun, funny and adorable. I love him to death-such a doll!
And AM, even through some of the Terrible twos..and I mean terrible! She can still have her moments of being the sweetest little girl you've ever met. Gosh I just want to eat her up somedays. Soooo cute! So, anyway, I can now blog from my blackberry (which I love btw), hopefully I won't be so negligent now! If I am, remind me I can do it instead of watching Kipper..oh wait, I like Kipper :)