Discouraged

I feel discouraged. I am tired, exhausted. The weather I'm sure has a lot to do with it. I only want to put sweats on. The kids wear me out. I feel like I need a nap. It makes for long days and nights when C is working from 1 or 2pm until 2am. I wonder if my kidneys pick up on this and decide to tear me down more. I spent a few days in the hospital a week ago. I am going back in next week for more kidney procedure crap. I don't have time to work out, we eat crap for food all the time because C is hardly ever here and we have to keep our house somewhat clean because it's on the market- which brings me to more discouragement- it hasn't sold yet. That stresses C out and then I get stressed, we wonder what's wrong as all we've gotten are great comments by all the agents and people through. Oh well....life goes on. I just wish I could have a vacation along the way.