Insanity?

I couldn't think of a better title. By 4pm, I am going crazy. I am looking online for a way to post an ad for our dog Raven or wishing I had the guts to let her out, not back in again and hope she runs away. I am dreaming of a five minute moment of silence from the tile saw and "mama" "mama" "mama" "uppy" "uppy" "uppy". Maybe a glass of wine, a sunny day, not being super pregnant. And then C gets home and has to work downstairs because he had to work late at regular work last night and couldn't get everything done for the carpet guy who is coming soon. It breaks my heart that AM says hi to him and then he leaves her again when all she wants to do is have her dada pick her up and play with her. I am thankful she has me all day, but sad she doesn't have him more. So my insanity turns to sadness. I am then thankful I have such an adorable sweet girl, until she drives me crazy again the next minute :)
I think I am done being pregnant. I am hoping my craziness exits after my hormones are back to normal. I cry too much. I think the frustration of the remodel, or more like the frustration it gives C from all the stress then rubs off onto me since I feel he's being mean or insensitive and then I feel like a single parent half the time (which if that was real, ugh! never something I would want to experience, for those who are, more power to ya). I just need a break or a vacation...neither of which are going to happen. But hopefully once our downstairs is done, I can have a few moments of retreat before the next one comes to add to my chaos :) Loving chaos of course.
So once my sanity returns I hope to love my life and my dog....but if not, I have a black lab who is adorable, great with kids, and might need a farm because she is....um, how would I put it...energetic :) Or if you know where I can buy dog valium?