oh the frustrations

So we had AM's preschool church service, bouncy house, picnic yesterday morning- which was very nice. The people were nice- we enjoyed it. Since we were right by our new house we wanted to drive by so we could peek in and see how far they'd come. I peek in 1st while C waits in the car w/the kids. It looks painted inside, doors on, go around see the trim...hmm looks different. See the cabinets are in the kitchen (mind you this is where all the delays supposedly came from)...hmm not good. I go to the car-C, hmmm, maybe it's just me, but the cabinets, hmm- well you look at them. He comes back, uh yeah- trim is wrong, and the cabinets look like 1980 ugly oak cabinets, oh like the ones in our ghetto apt we're in. Really??? We bought this house because the finishes were nice! We got a spec sheet telling us what would go in. We were told it would look like the other houses we had gone in that were finished. Obviously since the builder is going out of business or whatever- they don't care and are trying to save a buck. Well they either cost themselves more or they lost us- we're not buying a big gorgeous house with crappy finishes inside! And after all we've been through waiting for this house. So frustrating, disheartening, and really really stressful. C is going to go there today to see if he can walk through and see everything. We are also going to look at a few houses today-we need some backups. Wish us luck!